Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Feeling a little confused
I suppose everyone has this sort of moment in life where they really wonder what life has in store for them. I've been thinking about this a lot lately, concerning everything. All of these questions are buzzing through my head? What will happen after college? Where will I live? Will I get my own place? Will I have to move back in with the parental units? Will I be given the chance to build my resume? Will I be shot down my every audition I go on? Will I end ever meet a guy? Will I ever meet the RIGHT guy? Will I be single forever? Will I be one of those people that hoards animals to fill the gaps in her life and feel like I'm not a lonely pathetic loser? Will I have a happy life and skip all of this negative shit? I hate thinking about this! But I can't help it! I'm loving college, I'm feeling quite accomplished, like I'm doing what I was meant to be doing. But what happens when it's all over? I can't be in college forever, I want to start my life, but I'm also terrified. I don't know what I will do exactly and I can't stand not knowing.On a lighter note, I'm gonna' start doing Roller Derby. They're starting a league here in Ellensburg, and since I didn't get into "Urinetown" at school, I need something to do. I was pretty pumped when I found out they were starting it, especially since I had just watched "Whip It" before I saw the flyer. I'm ready to pwn some bitches, and I think it's gonna' be just the fun I need in my life currently.
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