EM: Get over it!

Ah, the immortal words. Usually you don't hear them from yourself, you hear it from those around you. But nah, this time it's the opposite. I'm telling myself to get the fuck over it. (And my roommate Alyssa, who is a very persistent girl... can't say I blame her... she's gotta live with me, haha) Why? Because I need to. This person I've been lately, this nonstop crying, not getting out of bed, wears sunglasses all the time so know one sees my swollen eyes... THAT'S NOT ME! When has that ever been me? Why would I want it to be me? It's not going to be me, it's not worth it! I've got too much to look forward to and I'm letting it go finally. I mean, come on, it's been like two weeks. People keep saying "I understand, that wasn't long ago at all!" Thanks guys, but honestly, it's long enough, good god. And for those of you who kind of have been assholes during the process (you may or may not know who you are) if I seem a little more distant, don't try and make it better. You're own fault, and I'm moving on from it all. No more going home every weekend of my college life, no more staying in my room by myself and not having any friends, and no more not taking responsibility for it. I'm digging myself out of this hole and thinking about just myself for ONCE in my life. So here we go, new Emily, blank canvas. Oooo! Maybe I'll get a really drastic haircut... that kind of sounds appealing... hmmm.... maybe not.... I like my golden locks.... huh... well enough A.D.D.ness, here starts the adventure!!!!

and btw, I'm also done trying to act more intelligent than I really am... fuck that! Life's too short and I'm a proud, eccentric, at times total dumb ass. Don't like it, BITE ME!

Em: The ShamWOW Test!